Nung namatay si Aaliyah, sabi ko, “Bakit hindi na lang si Brandy?”
Nung namatay si Left Eye ng TLC, sabi ko, “Bakit hindi na lang si T-Boz?”
At nang nalaman ko kaninang umaga na namatay na si Heath Ledger, wala na akong nasabi.
Tumulo na lang ang mga luha ko.
Paano ba naman, tumatak sa utak ko ang performance niya sa isa sa mga paborito kong pelikula.
Hindi The Patriot. Hindi Casanova.
Hindi rin Monster’s Ball.
Mas lalong hindi Brokeback Mountain.
Ito ay ang 10 Things I Hate About You.
Diosmeh. Favorite ko talaga yung song and dance number niya ng Can’t Keep My Eyes Off Of You sa bleachers para sa character ni Julia Stiles. Matagal-tagal ko ring pinangarap na gawin yun para sa akin ng significant other ko. Kaso lang, ang nangyari lang sa akin from that movie eh maramdaman ko itong nilalaman ng poem na ito.
10 Things I Hate About You
I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you?re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close?
not even a little bit?
not even at all.
Hay-yay-yay.
Mas malupit pa sa Hate That I Love You ni Rihanna at Ne-Yo.
RIP, Heath.
I have no 10 things I hate about you. Well, ok. Just one. You died too soon.
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listening to: Heath Ledger as Patrick Verona – Can’t Take My Eyes Off Of You
Iya Santos Online 
kay
/ January 23, 2008kakatawa yung first part ng entry mo! nanghinayang rin ako kay lefteye eh. hihihihihi!
gasti
/ January 23, 2008nanghinayang din ako nung nalaman ko namatay si heath ledger..masyado pa syang bata eh! magaling pa naman syang artista.
di ko matandaan kung napanood ko na yang 10 things i hate about you pero gusto kong panoorin ulit. kesa naman brokeback. lols
alphasensei
/ January 23, 2008kay: haha thanks. oo affected ako sa pagkakamatay ni left-eye. ayoko kay t-boz. haha ang sama ko eh noh.
gasti: watch it! maganda! adapted from shakespeare’s taming of teh shrew. 🙂 at yes. ang brokeback mountain eh BOREback mountain. tinulugan ko nga lang eh.
repah
/ January 23, 2008naku.. kurak k dyan ako rin nung nmatay si aliyah sana si brandy na lng… hehehe
Rhapsody
/ January 23, 2008i will really miss my hubby heath! 😦
alphasensei
/ January 23, 2008repah: haha mukha kasing platypus si brandy eh! mehn ang sama ko. >:p *sinister laugh*
rhapsody: nakuu… iom sure dadalawkin ka nya. mamayang gabi! awwoOOoooo! ikumusta mo ako sa kanya ha. kamo, dalawin rin nya ako. :p
lilmiz
/ January 23, 2008sobra di ako makapaniwala nung nalaman ko pumanaw na sya 😦 . until now, di ko pa rin matanggap 😦 .. lolz.. pero di nga, sayang sya, bata pa at nsa peak pa ng career. di pa nga napapalabas yung movie nya as the joker. gustong gusto ko pa naman sya sa mga dating role nya, yung parang pangmedieval era or yung may giyera lolz (knight’s tale, patriot at casanova). kalungkot. btw, si brad renfro din last wk namatay dba. ano ba meron, uso ata. katakot. hehe
undercoverchef
/ January 23, 2008Lola! like ko rin siya!
love ko rin ang scene na yon!
isa rin yon sa pangarap ko!
nalorka ako sa chorva, like ko siya, kahit weirdong-weirdo ang aking friends sa aking taste, enihoodles.
wait! si brad renfro!????? namatay? last week? like ko rin yon! ??!!! I still remember him! go teen magazines! weh? wazzup with that? ako ba ang salarin? *joko batukan ang sarili*
alphasensei
/ January 24, 2008lil miz: gusto ko sya sa the patriot. casanova… keri lang. may gusto ko knight’s tale. :p
joko: oo, rip bran renfro. hayyy… yung movie na the cure, kakaiyak kaya.
si jonathan brandis din patay na rin, pero mejo years ago pa yun. o ano, naaalala mo ba sya? :p
MARU
/ January 25, 2008ang bata-bata pa nyang natigok. tsk tsk tsk! di man lang nya ako natikman.
alphasensei
/ January 25, 2008hahaha hindi na-fulfill ang purpose nya in life, noh ate maru? ahehehehe.
kengkay
/ January 25, 2008mapanood nga yang mga movies na yan… naku, antay kayo ni maru at baka dumalaw sa inyo, ngiiiii 😀
alphasensei
/ January 27, 2008nako ate kengks, ilang araw na ako naghihintay ng dalaw niya ha. ang tagal!!!
Guia
/ January 28, 2008Yes, he died too soon! I cried too! 😦
He was one of my crushes, from that movie, too.
10 Things I Hate About You.
He’s definitely going to be missed 🙂
becky
/ February 6, 2008i will forever love that song and dance number… 😦
alphasensei
/ February 6, 2008guia: namimiss ko na nga sya eh… hehehe
becky: thanks for dropping by!
joey
/ February 7, 2008I loved that movie! And that scene too…sigh