at least for the past 48 hours…

Seeing Kiwi and Delight again
Learning about the Philippine Seduction community (No joke, pare. Got game?)
Calling Nico baby
Getting the gc’s and other promo materials from the sponsors of YouMax Referral Awareness Week (can you say blood and sweat?)
The invisible license to sleep and wake up late
The 6am call: too early to be serious, too late to be for booty, haha
Burger Machine chili dog sandwich with extra cheese and bacon bits
VL on the 28th!

Hurrrraaaah for the happy albeit simple (or shallow) stuff that make me smile. Buffer my inclination to another meltdown!

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listening to: NSync – Bye Bye Bye

I’m tired.
I’m sick.
I’m sad.

And it’s becoming often.

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listening to: the weird pounding inside my head… aaaarrrgggghhhhhh

Please help me wing this.

Amen.

Be aggresive! Be be aggresive!

*cartwheels*

Sponsors, come on!

Energy, come on!

Organization, come on!

Passion, come on!

Winning, come on!

Success, come on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*pants*

Raaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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listening to: a certain cheer I heard back when I was still a errmmm… cheerleader haha!

No stellar start of the -ber months this year. In fact, the first 3 days have been sucky to a point of blechhhh.

* Was scared the hell out because one of the bestfriends had a seizure and fell unconscious in the bathroom. Locked bathroom.
* Saw someone I thought I’d be happy to see but… oh well.
* Been working loooooooooooooooooong hours and I have to wait several days to see the fruits of our labor.
* Didn’t get to go to Spiral with my girls. Errrrm, they went there last 31, but I’m still sad about not getting to join. Circles soon, another idk item. 😦
* Bought dvds (Up, Ice Age 3, District9…) that I still haven’t found time to watch.
* Said something I should have not said. Totally hurt someone. Me and my stupid mouth. * I’m gonna STFU now.
* Barely got to speak with the parents. I miss them so much. I can’t wait to go home. :`(
* Found out the new crush is friends with at least 3 people in my shitlist.
* Been eating too much chorizo chao fan.
* Addicted to Farmville. There goes my months of resisting FB apps. Send me gifts, please?

Sucky, sucky, sucky! Bleeeeechhhh. And yep, I’m giving myself the time to complain, just because I’d go insane if I don’t rant at least a miniscule portion of the things bugging me.

Anyhoodles, there are also stuff that could potentially make me happy soon. Like…

* My favorite inaanak’s 7th birthday party (Happy birthday, Sean, my darling! Ninang loves you much!)
* R&R date with Jap in Kartini Spa to celebrate our 11th year!
* Visit to my longlost dentist, Doc Marie (Stephen, you’re going with me even if I’d have to twist your arm into doing so, but wouldn’t have to, right? Hehe)
* youtellmewhatelse

Ugh. I hate this.

I have nothing more to say.

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listening to: some unknown rock song blaring from Mark’s room