Four years ago, after over a year of fighting and denying my feelings, I told someone that I loved him. Then I felt absolutely nothing the following day.

Yesterday, I told someone else that I loved him and now, I’m not exactly sure what I feel.

What I am sure of though is that quick catharsis is the key to emotional detachment. I have yet to know what the real key to happiness is.

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listening to: typhoon Peping approaching